What am I looking for?

What am I looking for?

I look at the image staring back,
And marvel at this piece of carefully orchestrated man jack
The well manicured spheres in the brain
That refuses to drain
That which is logical
And makes sense
Out of nonsense!

Emotions in the heart
Flee and depart
As I compartmentalize
And assume it is wise
To be this way!

This feeling that has swept over me
And refuses any plea
Of sorting out the mess
Coz I do obsess
Over the mental picture
Of the unconquerable
That’s part of the fixture
Of my very being!

I breathe the silence
And smell the violence
The tragedy that befell
And has now cast a spell
That propels me to seek
A clique of acerbic delights!

So what am I looking for?
In the middle of a desert
And wish that the pert
Comes knocking at my door!
As I lay sprawled on the floor
Being the epicenter of a tornado
I hope sooner than later
It spills over to newer frontiers
Leaving me alone
To rebuild my Eden & throne।

©BuntysBanter २००९

Disclaimer : Picture downloaded from the internet